Break an ice

2010年6月7日 エッセイ
Shall we stop fighting?
Shall we stop opposing how owe self is right?

Mom, I just want to understand you.
Ijust wnat you to understand me.
Why i’m questioning is not because I intent to hurt you, but because want to understand you.
I don’t easily say"yes", because if I do that without really understanding, I’ll lose oppotunity to understand you.
I say things against you, because that what I think, not because wnat to hurt you.

You know, I’m not a child.
When I was a child, I said and behaved acording with what you like.
I was always according with your expectation, and you still believe that it is what good child.
Now you think that I’m going "bad girl" to hurt you.
It isn’t.
It isn’t.
I just realize that we don’t understnad each other.
You don’t listen anything outside ouf you.
So no matter how I say that "Listen to me!", you just say "I’m listnig! You are wrong"! You are crazy saying that I’m not listening!".

What st wiching, that I can is just praying, and wishing that your ice would beack...



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