I loved a ghost
2010年1月28日 エッセイI was the lonely person.
I lived alone.
I was always alone.
But one day, you knock my door.
And take me out from the locked room.
I saw things that I’ve ever seen.
I was scared, but I liked to see them.
But you couldn’t see me.
I couldn’t see you.
We are not at the same place.
We never really be together.
Becuase you were ghost when you were with me.
I loved a ghost.
I couldn’t see it, but I could feel the existence.
But I’ve never be able to touch it.
It wasn’t there.
It was somewhere I can’t go.
I finally could touch the ghost.
When the ghost was about to leave.
The ghost said that it couldn’t see me.
It couldn’t find me.
We finally could see each other, but that’s because we are about to the end.
I loved the ghost.
It was next to me, but at the same time it wasn’t there.
But I could know how the ghost was wonderful.
I could know that the ghost was beautiful when it was not a ghost.
I loved the ghost.
The ghost was only ghost when it was with me.
I made him a ghost.
I can’t be with him, because he was a ghost.
I know it.
But it is also true that I loved the ghost.
Did’t you know that?
Whatever it was, I loved you.
I just didn’t know how to love.
But I love you.
I’m not with you anymore,so you don’t need to be ghost anymore.
Please, don’t be ghost, be shine, be yourself.
I love you.
I love you.
I lived alone.
I was always alone.
But one day, you knock my door.
And take me out from the locked room.
I saw things that I’ve ever seen.
I was scared, but I liked to see them.
But you couldn’t see me.
I couldn’t see you.
We are not at the same place.
We never really be together.
Becuase you were ghost when you were with me.
I loved a ghost.
I couldn’t see it, but I could feel the existence.
But I’ve never be able to touch it.
It wasn’t there.
It was somewhere I can’t go.
I finally could touch the ghost.
When the ghost was about to leave.
The ghost said that it couldn’t see me.
It couldn’t find me.
We finally could see each other, but that’s because we are about to the end.
I loved the ghost.
It was next to me, but at the same time it wasn’t there.
But I could know how the ghost was wonderful.
I could know that the ghost was beautiful when it was not a ghost.
I loved the ghost.
The ghost was only ghost when it was with me.
I made him a ghost.
I can’t be with him, because he was a ghost.
I know it.
But it is also true that I loved the ghost.
Did’t you know that?
Whatever it was, I loved you.
I just didn’t know how to love.
But I love you.
I’m not with you anymore,so you don’t need to be ghost anymore.
Please, don’t be ghost, be shine, be yourself.
I love you.
I love you.
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