Life theory

I used to believe "fate theory".
Everything goes without my force.
I can’t do anything.
Just what i can is to follow my fate…

However， this theory whittled my strength to live.
Because i can’t change my life in the theory…

So， i stated to believe "my life theory"，which means life mast be made up by myself.
So， i worked really hard to make my life better.
But， It wasn’t so good， rather， i whittled my strength to live…I was so tired…

Maybe， life is mixed up with these theory.
i don’t need to worry about my life， because it was mostly decided already.
But i can also challenge theses fate.

If I’m tired…
Let’s float myself to life.
Don’t work so hard.
Just…

人生なんとかなるし
いつでもやり治せるし
だから
先のことばかり考えて今が苦しすぎるのはもったいないから。
とりあえず今は笑顔で暮せるように心がけよう？
ね？
人生ってさ、
そんなしんどいものじゃなくったってぃぃでしょ？